New Year new me

I haven't been on in awhile because, well...I haven't wanted to face the fact that I didn't do well on my so called "eating better" past 3 days worth. My weight went down then went back up. It fluctuates. I've been around the same 3lb mark for at least 6 months which, in a way, is good because I've been eating terrible.

With Mom's suggestion, I'm going to join the Germantown Rec center gym 5 minutes from my house for a low low price of $135 a year. Not bad at all!!! With this membership, I can go to any Montgomery County Rec Center gym.

It's very hard to start this now so it's a new years resolution for me. I'm sure I'll see a crowd of new years people in there as well. With Dad's surgery after surgery to repair genetics and years of damage, I see it as things to come for me when I turn 55. Thats not good. I can correct or at least hold back these problems my genetics have given me. I already have high bad cholesterol and have been yelled at by my doc before but am only borderline. I am not bad enough to need medication but its bad enough to be concerned.

So....New Year new me! Starting weight..........*hesitation*............2....3....0. : (